oh, puhLeez!

#foreveralone by nature?

2012-01-31T00:55:00.000+08:00

So I was thinking about this on the way back home from an awesome BKT dinner.

Yeah it's about relationships.

There are single girls and single guys. Let's split the population further to:

Single rich girls (SRGs)
Single middle class (to shorten it let's just call them poor) girls (SPGs but not that kind of SPGs lol)
Single rich guys (SRBs)
Single poor guys (SPBs)

I'm not sure if y'all have watched In Time (Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried) yet but the story basically is Justin from the ghetto gets a taste of the rich life of Amanda and then some stuff happens and Amanda gets to live vicariously by being a thief with Justin a la Bonnie and Clyde, thus making her live life "on the edge".

With all that "time money" you'd think she could afford a better hairstyle. And I still think JT looks better with his Jheri curls.

Another example would be The O.C.'s Marissa Cooper getting attracted to Ryan Atwood's street cred and fondness of punching people.

She's smiling because he just punched the daylights out of her ex boyfriend.

Then there's Gossip Girl's Serena Van Der Woodsen, resident Upper East Side Goddess and proud owner of out-of-bed-what-I-didn't-spend-that-much-money-on-my-hair hair and awesome cleavage (seriously, how does she get her boobs to be so round and perky all the time!?) randomly attracted to Brooklyn's Dan Humphrey.

"Slide that stick on your thumb while I slide behind you ngeehee"

Thus, SRGs mainly go for SPBs because money apparently cannot buy you danger. And this may also be due to the fact that SPBs are great canvases for them to "dress up" and "fix" because they are "broken".

This may also be due to the fact that SRBs are mainly douchebags who can use their money to get out of anything and get everything, so they don't need SRGs to satisfy them because chicks, as we know, can be bought.

So that leaves the SPGs. SPBs won't give them the time of day because they're too busy being aloof and mysterious for the SRGs. SRBs wouldn't want SPGs unless they look good in Herve Leger knockoffs thus ultimately looking good on the arm of said SRBs.

In conclusion SPGs are the #foreveralone ones if they don't hoochie themselves up or change their personalities to that of a cheeky pixie-like character so that SRBs can be enthralled by them.

Or MAYBE I've been watching way too many Hollywood depictions of relationships.

Hahaha okay this theory isn't really concrete but let's explore this further together shall we?

But we do know that

I have already fulfilled my quota of asking guys out. But it's on a friendzone basis hahahaha

xoox

Hipster Leez

2012-01-28T12:23:00.001+08:00

I wore sparkly black tights to the first Nuffnang Awards before the winner of the Best Fashion Blog award did this year.

Not trying to incite anything. I'm #justsayin

Wooooh mah biatchiness is on fyyahh

xoox

Give me a second go

2012-01-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

There is a pumpkin plush and a pink whale pillow at the back seat of my car. I put them there because I feel like my car is too Ah Beng-ish because of its sport rims and booming sound system so I girlied it up a bit.

Mom was sitting in the back seat just now and was hugging the pink whale while passing the pumpkin to my Dad to hug.

"What are you doing to the whale?!" I cried, "No one ever touches them!"
"That's why la, I'm hugging them," Mom answered, "They feel lonely and they need some love."

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I can't find my camera.

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I had this really weird dream this morning. Someone of recent infatuation gave me a bouquet of flowers. It had really nice tropical orchids and gerberas and peonies of all sorts of colours.

And I sat at a dinner table, fork and spoon in hand, and started eating it. On a banana leaf. Like it was what you're supposed to do when someone presents you a bunch of flowers.

That guy's best mate was there talking to me about something quite interesting, and then before I could finish consuming the bouquet (believe me I almost ate the whole thing), I excused myself to go into my high school toilet to vomit it all out.

So I woke up drooling on my pillow lol such an idiotic dream

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I really miss my best friend. Because without her, my heels are not utilised to its full potential.

Neither is my liver.

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I've been marathoning The Lying Game all day and scoffing at how unrealistic they paint relationships. Or maybe my perception about relationships are extremely skewed so no matter what, I assume that the boy is a massive pile of doucheyness.

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I mentioned this on Twitter and I will mention it here. You will know who your true friends are by their reactions to you starting a business. Take it from my experience with Tasty Cherry Chapstick. And now with Mom's new shop.

Yes. I do think that this is worth mentioning. And I'm not afraid to say it. Because if any close friend of mine decides to open whatever shebang shop, I would be supportive and bless them with my ringgits, when my ringgits actually permit lol. Until then I will help evangelise their product.

Just saying. Or maybe that's the marketer in me speaking.

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Something that I need to work on = stop being so materialistic.

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I visited McDonalds three times in five days. Ffffuuuuuuu~

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That's all folks
*jingle*

xoox

Dong-do-long-dong CHIANG

2012-01-23T02:25:00.001+08:00

So that's one new year resolution down the drain - I haven't been blogging much this month eh.

But anyways Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai!

I used to get a CNY card from Puiks every year back in primary school / early years of high school and was very impressed at her diligence in doing that. Then after that was the trend of sending those cute messages that used symbols to form pictures of firecrackers and whatnot. To this day I have no idea who are the ones who actually design them hahah. My cousins were avid fans of these sort of messages so I used to get a lot of those things from them. And I still remember how it's like to be flooded by text messages during a festival.

Now?

Only three people wished me a happy CNY via text. A close friend, a friend who's getting close, and a friend I've just met. Yall know who you are.

Everyone else is wishing on Facebook or Twitter. Pshhh.

Another thing during CNY is the angpau money. You see, I love new notes. I love them so much that I don't spend them, I KEEP THEM. I think I have a few hundred bucks in nice new notes tucked in an envelope somewhere because I can't bear to use them.The worst part is I don't even want to give it to the bank cos someone else will have my lovely new notes.

So if your parents want to give me angpau make sure it's a used note so I will actually use the money.

Okay that's all I can think of for now. Super sleepy edi.

xoox

Enough. Enough now.

2012-01-08T18:23:00.001+08:00

Like a moth drawn to the flame, it really does take a lot for me to stop. Especially when it has had sufficient time to burrow right into my heart and stay there, untouched without having to face any repercussions or instances.

~~I know I'm fighting a losing battle. All the scenarios I envisioned, all the possibilities that could and may,~~

Eff this all lah. I'm just sick of feeling this way and not having any solution to the bigger mess I'm in.

Even Mark knew when to stop being weird around Juliet in Love Actually.

Get it together.

What If

2012-01-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

Chilling at Momo's shop and suddenly thought of something.

What if Facebook suddenly goes through a major server overhaul and in the process accidentally deletes every single picture on Facebook?

o_o

I'm going to save every single Facebook picture there is of me into a hard drive pronto.

xoox

How To Be More Interesting

2012-01-07T10:26:00.001+08:00

Because I'm so unoriginal *nasally voice* I'm gonna reblog something from Forbes. Jessica Hagy wrote this and she has nice silky hair.

How to be interesting (in 10 stupid-simple steps):

1.Go exploring.Explore ideas, places, and opinions. The inside of the echo chamber is where are all the boring people hang out.

2. Share what you discover.And be generous when you do. Not everybody went exploring with you. Let them live vicariously through your adventures.

3. Do something. Anything.
Dance. Talk. Build. Network. Play. Help. Create. It doesn’t matter what you do, as long as you’re doing it. Sitting around and complaining is not an acceptable form of ‘something,’ in case you were wondering.

4. Embrace your innate weirdness.
No one is normal. Everyone has quirks and insights unique to themselves. Don’t hide these things—they are what make you interesting.

5. Have a cause.
If you don’t give a damn about anything, no one will give a damn about you.

6. Minimize the swagger.
Egos get in the way of ideas. If your arrogance is more obvious than your expertise, you are someone other people avoid.

7. Give it a shot.
Try it out. Play around with a new idea. Do something strange. If you never leave your comfort zone, you won’t grow.

8. Hop off the bandwagon.
If everyone else is doing it, you’re already late to the party. Do your own thing, and others will hop onto the spiffy wagon you built yourself. Besides, it’s more fun to drive than it is to get pulled around.

9. Grow a pair.Bravery is needed to have contrary opinions and to take unexpected paths. If you’re not courageous, you’re going to be hanging around the water cooler, talking about the guy who actually is.

10. Ignore the scolds.
Boring is safe, and you will be told to behave yourself. The scolds could have, would have, should have. But they didn’t. And they resent you for your adventures.

Have a happy Saturday!

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2012-01-03T17:44:00.004+08:00

Read this from a FastCompany article:

5) Don’t worry what others will think.
For many of us, it’s very important what our friends and coworkers think of us. And making a major change that may affect our status in the eyes of others (and ourselves) may be concerning. But you can’t let others decide how you will live and which path you will follow. First, it’s unlikely many people are really thinking that much about you. They are thinking about themselves. And, those who are your friends will support you. Those who are not are not worth listening to. In my case my friends were very happy for me and we’ve stayed in touch since my departure.

Aaaaand this one from The Optimist Creed

Promise Yourself ...

To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

Feliz Ano Nuevo

2012-01-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

2011 has come and gone. A year ago I was in San Francisco, probably getting ready to go to work at Buckhorn downtown and dreading the mighty cold and constant drizzle that comes with my journey there.

DimiGiggles, AngeliCassie, Malcolm and I had written down our resolutions on napkins over pints on Christmas night (like how they do in bars in movies lol) but I can't find mine so let's hope I remember them all to write it down here trololololol.

Leeza's Twelve 2012 Resolutions.
1. Read at least one book a month.
Righto.. This was in my 2011 resolution list but I never got around to doing it. Stupid Ming didn't bring back ANY of the books I asked him to bring back from SF (he told me he might have donated it or threw it away... joker la.. *throws brick*) but it was a good thing I managed a decent haul from the Big Bad Wolf book fair recently. So yeah. This would be quite plausible.

2. Restart my online business
Tasty Cherry Chapstick is preeeeetty much dead at this point, but it's a good thing that Momo (back to calling her that cos she answers to that now LOL) has started her leather bag business and I'm in charge of the website portion. Yaaay extra moneyy wtf

3. Drop one dress size.
I used to be a UK10 bordering on 12, but now I'm a full on UK12 and that's bad. Cos nowadays I can't shop online because the clothes are 90% of the time too short or tiny, and that's really inconvenient because I don't have the time to go proper shopping lol. So yeah. One dress size. That's all I ask. If I can drop to UK8 EVEN BETTER.

4. Substitute coffee for green tea
I know I need the caffeine but coffee's really heaty and it has been giving me really bad breath and bad breakouts (like as though having breakouts during that time of the month is not enough. Grr.) so I'll try the green tea switch and see if it makes a difference. Just bought a packet of green tea that comes in a pyramid shaped teabag so cool

5. Ask guys out on dates
I don't even know why this is here but it was on the napkin. Apparently I don't ask guys out. Where got. I ASK A LOT OF GUYS OUT OK. Just not for dates. LOL. I'd rather they ask me than I ask them though.. but then again I suppose this would help build my confidence once I'm used to the rejection T____T Fine I'll ask two guys out, and once they approve then I finish my quota ok

6. Learn Spanish
I've always wanted to learn Spanish. Really. Remember when I was 12 and I borrowed a Spanish phrasebook from the library? The only phrase I remember is "por que se rie" which means why are you laughing wtf. At least to carry out a proper conversation on how to buy pants or like how to get directions or something. I need someone to practice with though. Shame I'm not in California anymore. Huhu.

7. Sleep earlier
Weekdays I'll have to go to bed by 10.30pm if I'm not out having dinner or something. Weekends I must be in bed by midnight. Unless I'm out. Which brings me to

8. Restrict my outings to twice a week
Twice a week is already quite generous because if I had the discipline I'm sure as heck gonna only go out once a week la. I don't think I have the funds to even go out more than twice a week unless someone sponsors my outing lol. This does not include cell group. Which brings me to

9. Reconnect with God
Walao no wonder 2011 was a crap year for me. I have not been going to church or cell group or reading the bible or regularly listening to online sermons like I said I would. Plus I did not dedicate my year to the Lord. Berry bad berry bad. So when I write reconnect it means going back to church and going back to cell. And reading the bible at least twice a week. Possibru?

10. GO TO BANGKOK.
Yien and I were just complaining that we have been wanting to go to Bangkok for about two years now but neither of us has made the move to plan the trip (or save the money lol). So this year we are going to make it happen, by hook or by crook. *money flies away like moths wtf*

11. Get familiar with KL roads
Now made possibru with the car woohooo

12. Blog more often
I have to be on that level of inspiration to write, so this would assure that I am constantly inspired. Which is a good thing. :D

Ok let's hope this works. Happy new year to all! Feliz ano nuevo!

xoox

My blog is now public again trolololo

2011-12-28T17:10:00.000+08:00

I should just stop blogging as though it's a private diary hor.

Hello world again lol

Probably should just move to Wordpress so I can password protect posts. Murrh

You can say there's no such thing as Santa

2011-12-28T17:05:00.001+08:00

Christmas has came and went.

Best present? MAC stuff. Worst present? A fugly vase. (Keyword: fugly). Meh present? Two tupperwares.

Appalling to say but I only received less than a handful of presents this year. I didn't expect any from my parents because I don't need small items from them. I guess my previous Christmas presents have always been something I really needed (eg. handphone, watch, handphone, trips overseas) so this year I told them that I needed a car.

Which I really did, because ever since Mom started that leather bag shop of hers (Hartamas Shopping Centre hollaaa) I literally have no transport home after work. Since I refuse to take any other mode of public transport besides the LRT on a regular basis, I've been shamelessly getting my colleague to drop me at Mom's shop so we could go back together.

This will all come to an end though. Apparently Dad's in the process of paying up for my first car ever. A second hand Hyundai Getz, but a working car nonetheless. I'm pretty content because it costs about 10k less than a second hand MyVi and that I am not going on a loan.

So I guess I got another practical gift this holiday season. But I'm pretty happy about it.

Lust List 2

2011-11-14T14:22:00.001+08:00

This week's lust list.. the wanderlust.

1. Step Geo tote, Country Road
2. Color Blends all year round notebook, Notbook-notbuk.
3. Hammam Dopp Kit, Hammocks & High Tea.
4. Coat Perfia Leather in sand, Zadig & Voltaire.
5. Hardwood Classics shades by Capital, Anthropologie.
6. Grey pack, Baggu.
7. 2011 50/50 Gold/Black, SkullCandy.

I wish I found out about these things earlier. Minus the Z&V leather jacket... it's way too expensive. But these are the things that are in my must have list if I'll be a-travelling once more.

Yes Shenminator, I admit that your Country Road bag has served us well with carrying laundry and groceries lol

JoJo's Tattoo SF

2011-11-14T09:15:00.003+08:00

Stumbled upon the website of this Bay Area tattoo parlour. The tattoos JoJo does are AWESOME. Would like to get inked by him if I go back to SF.

Pictures from JoJo's Tattoo

The flower one is off the hook. Gives me an idea of what my next one will be like. But then again I think my skin has enough of the plants/fruits/veggies category. Was thinking of an animal next.

Maybe a llama?

*avoids appalled stares from family and friends*

xoox

Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

2011-11-12T18:55:00.006+08:00

Just got back from my convocation. I'm now an official Monash graduate hooray! But more on that later once I've gotten the pictures.

Anyway I've just started watching this series called Revenge and four episodes in, it's suffice to say that it's quite good. It's always fun to start watching a new series when it's halfway through, because then I get to marathon it!

It's set in the Hamptons and one of the characters is a perfect Blair Waldorf in her 50s.

Another reason to watch Revenge:

Meet Joshua Bowman. :P

I love hot actors who do great American accents then I find out they're actually British. Like Ed Westwick. Or Jim Sturgess. Or Stephen Moyer. Or okay I cannot remember who else lol

Plus Ah BlushyDot! He is our age!!

File this under: if y'all start watching Revenge, just to make sure. Dibs on this dude.

xoox

Lust List 1

2011-11-06T14:38:00.004+08:00

Super inspired by design blogs. They're even easier to maintain than fashion blogs, because this time, I wouldn't need to show you what I'm wearing. Cos let's face it la, I'm too lazy to dress up most of the time. Blame it on my fatness.

So this is my first attempt at a Lust List. There's some repetition from my previous birthday wishlist but like now it's err more organised? Lol

1. Mikas Pond, Kate Spade

2. True Blood Collectors Palette, Tarte

3. Sparkle & Fade faux leather hooded bomber, Urban Outfitters

4. Necklace, H&M

5. Flamingo bundle hair extensions, DoHair Extensions

6. Flamingo pouch, Samudra

7. Delusion Dress Volcano, Stolen Girlfriends Club (previously available at ChristingC)

7 items to last the week.

The Samudra pouch is around 190 ringgit and it's too pricey for a canvas pouch.. but it really does look pretty. Hoping I can find a more affordable option, then probably paint the feathers on myself lol

But how gorgeous is the Stolen Girlfriends Club dress? Grapeciousness. Christing does have a good eye for style.

Gift of the gab

2011-11-06T13:52:00.003+08:00

I just found out that a friend of mine got the position I've been looking at ever since I've been looking for a job. And I full-heartedly think that she deserves that position. And I'm not being bitter or anything, I'm just being insouciant that it really does fit her lifestyle.

Plus the conversation I had with the manager didn't go well because she didn't think the social nightlife would fit a person like me. Apparently I look too much of a good girl O_O Plus I don't go for enough events to show that I really "understand the market" wtf.

Haih. Maybe the higher power has a better plan for me. I mean, He should have a better plan for me if I didn't get the job after going through so many interviews right. Takkan I am really that useless. :/

I just hope that His plan is revealed soon. Because all I see at the edge of the cliff is a ravine and a clouded beyond.

xoox

New hair!

2011-11-05T19:22:00.002+08:00

Ngahahahah I finally cut my hair and coloured it!

Not much difference because I wanted to have it dirty blonde initially, but my stylist said that it would make my hair look really damaged, considering that it ALREADY looks damaged *tough love :(*. She also said that if I really want it to be blonde I will have to bleach my hair cos apparently Asian hair doesn't really absorb hair dye as well as Caucasian hair. And fat chance I'll bleach my hair so the colour turned out like my old colour but slightly lighter wtf.

But I love my new hair cut! My hair's not mermaid-long anymore but I think it's for the better cos the ends always seem to get kiap-ed in my armpits if I moved around in a certain way. Now it's at a much more manageable length.

Since my internetz is refusing to upload a picture of my new hair on Blogger.. maybe next time loh hor.

But yay! :D

Err okay dinner time

xoox

white boy wasted, stupidfacedd

2011-11-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

I am digging all this Bay Area music I've been discovering. Thank playing San Francisco radio channels on TuneIn Radio during working hours.

Kreayshawn, DaCav5, now Wallpaper. Ahhhhhh California is so aweshum

xoox

Last name Ever, first name Greatest

2011-11-02T10:42:00.004+08:00

Lately I've been surfing random sites more often than naught, and every time I land on a theme I tend to think that it's THE main priority and start laying out a budget for stuff I could get.

ASOS. Jojobean's got me all hung up over the End of Season Sale they're having. So I'm down for a few dresses. *gulp*

Then I get some random email from Sephora telling me that it's time I utilise my member points (eh don't mess, I collected quite a lot from all that buying/returning skin care kits while I was in SF) so I can redeem some wicked face wash. Then I start filling up my online shopping bag with Kat Von D primers and Tarte True Blood palletes and NARS Orgasm blush and other extremely useless makeup stuff.

Then I get another email from Urban Decay announcing that they are having a site-wide 20% discount, and that includes the Naked palette, which is apprently the fastest selling makeup palette of the year. In goes a box into my shopping bag.

Then I read Mashable and they talk about iPhone 4s, so I start looking into iPad 2s and netbooks then suddenly I feel like I HAVE to get a netbook so Mozzer will stop harping on the fact that she's still so computer illiterate because of the lack of computers in the house (completely NOT true, there is still an outa laptop to be used.. yea it hangs a lot but still can use la). Then I conclude that I have to go to Digital Mall this weekend to get the HP dm1z.

Then I read BootsNAll and they talk about how important it is to travel (soul searching, culture learning, simple life kind of travel) and how you should organise your luggage so you can save space/travel light, and now my BAGGU shopping bag has two normal sized Baggus, a hand carry one, and three different pouches all ready to be checked out and sent to my doorstep.

Combining an online bank account, a MasterCard and ample shopping sites can prove to be extremely lethal.

*sheepishly removes items from all shopping bags*

But seriously la who wants to go learn Portuguese in Brazil with me? Only RM8k for round trip tickets HUAHUAHUA *slyly hinting at ArchiLoke Lee HUA*

xoox

EDIT: My BAGGUs are on its way now. No Groupons or online shopping for the rest of the month!

>>Forever by Drake

This one's for you and me, living out our dreams

2011-10-31T09:22:00.004+08:00

So ArchiLoke is leaving soon for her job at the island a little down south, and we went out for Delicious since we couldn't get enough of the salad.

I'm going to miss her. It's very rare to find someone who, in the middle of a serious topic of. Well. Boys.. would ask this question.

"When was the last time you reformatted your computer?"

o_O

Or tell us things like "Why is the ghost named Toby? Can't he be named Zachary.. or James.."

Classic Lee Hua.

Here's to an eternity of friendship.

xoox

>>Lighters by Bad vs Evil

Tell me baby if it's wrong to let my hands do what they want

2011-10-29T21:56:00.004+08:00

Woke up today in a strange bed next to a curly haired girl (hello WeiJie's hair) when I realised I was still at Shenminator's place after a long awaited Changkat jaunt the previous night.

Drove home while suppressing the urge to barf in my car. As soon as I got into my room I passed out on the floor because I didn't want to stink up my bedsheets with the smell of cigarette smoke.

Threw up a whole lot of liquid and took a long hot shower to try to get rid of said ciggie smell from my hair (to no avail).

Stuffed myself with instant ramen, washed some dishes and passed out again on the sofa.

Ah, hangovers. I almost forgot how sucky it was to have one.

Now I'm sitting here thinking about the night before. And how drunk I got just to do what I did (not so drunk I hope). And whether my beer goggles slipped off the crown of my head down to the bridge of my nose while I was hair-flipping to the beats of Pitbull/Akon/LMFAO. But chyeahhh another one ticked off the list.

Welcome back, party animal leeza. It's been far too long.

Okay random but seriously, if you're an avid club-goer and you are a girl with long hair like me, please tell me how you get rid of the cigarette smell from your hair. I've washed my hair like 3 times (which is when I didn't want to waste anymore shampoo in just one shower session), spritzed on some hair shine and blow-dried my hair to try er blowing the smell away?

Didn't work. My hair still stinks up to now.

If I remember correctly MelodyDancer doesn't have this problem and her hair is as long as mine but thicker. She just needs to wash her hair ONCE and it comes right off. Lucky duck.

But seriously if I had some syndrome where I didn't care how other people think of me, I would definitely wear a shower cap to the club la.

Okay that's all folks *Looney Tunes closing music*

xoox

Rolling stones collect no moss

2011-10-27T15:44:00.003+08:00

It's funny how I don't meet that many new people nowadays, but when I do, they are always inspirational.

Like seriously. The amount of time I spend in front of the laptop, be it at work or at home, is quite scary. I wake up, turn on the laptop. Before I sleep, I charge my iPod. I come home, I switch on the laptop so I can dunno do what on Facebook (probably read SS18 cell group updates because there're so many in a day -_-). It becomes a bit mundane after a while but I still veer back to the norm of internetting day by day. Yeah I am super boring so sue me -_-

But today I met a guy who goes for marathons because he likes it. And something he said really got to me: "If you like running you wouldn't care what you're wearing or when you're supposed to run, it's because you love to run that you just have to do it no matter what. It'll be better if you love it because if you only do it because you want to lose weight or fit into that pair of jeans, then that is not motivation to run." Or something along those lines. Probably helps when he speaks fluent English with a hint of British accent (which I must say is quite pretentious but aiyah all Malaysians who don't speak in a Manglish accent are pretentious anyway... that includes me unfortunately wtf).

And then there was a lady who goes meditating up in the mountains as a form of vacation, and her next trip involves her camping in the Outback for ten days, including star gazing and a helicopter ride and a hike up Ayers Rock. Shiokness maximus. She just got back from Honolulu and surprisingly she didn't do the stuff I did in Hawaii. Didn't eat musubi, didn't visit Pineapple Farm, didn't hike Diamond Head... instead she went to SWIM WITH THE DOLPHINS *hints at Shenminator* and WATCHED AN EXPLODING VOLCANO WALAOOO JELLLOZ

Well I can't compare to them because I'm not at that position to just zip away for a retreat.. Financial and career-wise. But oh do I aspire to be like them. To finally live your dreams after a lifetime pursuing them. No matter what happens they still go.

But then again they have a core to follow: marathonning and meditating. My core is travelling and that's not core enough. Like what Mozzer said to me this morning : "Rolling stones collect no moss" wahhhhh deep stuff I didn't know she had it in her *avoids an Ernie thrown at my head*

Maybe that's why I need to travel so I can find myself *lame excuse alert*

Okay enough of this ramble it's back to work for me!

xoox